Rob's Response

I heard back from Rob today. He encouraged me to come and visit him, but said that he wanted to keep my visit on friendly terms.

I, being the prideful girl that I am, responded that of course we would keep it on friendly terms. I wrote that I thought that after our last email on the subject it wouldn't have even needed to be discussed further. Then, and here's the real kicker, I said that I was seeing someone quite seriously and actually apologized for not being more forthcoming in my previous email.

He immediately wrote back and profusely apologized for mistaking my intentions. Then he congratulated me. Yes, congratulated me. 

Oh, I'm such a liar. But I was so miffed by his response! I wonder if he's seeing someone. I can't believe he doesn't want to fuck me while I'm there.

So now I am stuck going to Denver on a friendly trip. No sex. No spanking. And after being a terrible little brat I really need one.

Business Trip to Colorado Springs

I have an upcoming business trip to Colorado Springs. It's in 6 weeks, so I have to start making my flight arrangements now. It has not escaped my notice that Colorado Springs is only about 45 minutes away from Denver. I'm thinking that I'd like to go and visit Denver... and stay with Rob. I don't know if I should email him or what. He told me not to come for New Years because he didn't want a long distance relationship, but a couple of things have changed since then. Namely, I'm leaving the country for a year starting in June. I'm going to spend a year teaching in Chile. 

I wonder if those macho latin men like spanking naughty bottoms...

Hitting the Heartbreaks

I forgot to mention that Rob broke it off with me. When he was here, we talked about me going to visit him in Denver over New Years. I travel so much for work that I have a ton of  miles and didn't have to worry about making arrangements right away. Then, last week he sent me this email:

I've been thinking about you coming to visit me for new years. I'd like to see you, but I'm not sure its a very good idea. I think you feel the same ways as me about continuing to date long distance... but we haven't talked about it so I'm not sure. I've been in a few long distance relationships and obviously, they all went pretty badly.  The thing that worries me is

that they both happened slowly, and kept going until we ended up hating each other. You coming to visit seemed like a good idea but I'm afraid that it will complicate things in a way that I'm not comfortable with. This is a hard thing for me to say because I like you and usually that's as deep as my thought process goes. Anyway I'd love to know what you think about it.

I'm kind of heartbroken. I mean, I know it wasn't really possible to do the long distance thing, but its so hard. I've never really had a boyfriend who was into spanking. I think it can be kind of rare to find men who are as into as I am as you can;t really ask people it when you first meet them. I already liked Rob, I would have dated him even if I didn't know he was into spanking, and to find out that he was, was like the best thing ever. And now I am sad, sad, sad. What happens if I never find someone like him again?

Rob came in Thursday night, so I called in sick Friday to spend the day with him. Rob looked at me, all naked in my bed, very disapprovingly as I lied to my boss about how sick I was feeling. I knew I was going to be in trouble for that.

Both my roommates left by 11 am. Rob had me over his knee by 11:01. seriously. The first spanking I got from him that morning started with a lecture about lying to my boss. I made a big show of kicking my legs, but within  a few minutes I was rubbing against him. I parted my legs, and his blows were reverberating to my pussy. I came just from his spanking. He was so excited by that. He talked about it all morning.

My second spanking was the hardest one I've ever gotten. By the end, I was whimpering submissively and rubbing my bottom and actually really seriously meaning it. I almost had stopped him in the middle because it hurt so much. I don't have a ton of experience with spanking. Obviously. This was the first time I've seriously been in any pain. I whimpered through the sex afterwards, which was really gentle and sweet. He focused on me and was such a sweetheart.

My third spanking was just kind of ridiculous, because it was clear we were trying to jam as many in as possible. I swear I got like 5 spankings between 11 am and 7 pm when we left to meet up with my roommate for her birthday.

It was my roommate Liz's birthday. She was turning 27. The party started at 8, but she wanted me to be early so she wouldn't be alone. Thank God we were early because only two people showed up between 8 and midnight. Okay, don't feel too bad for liz yet, because about 30 people showed up between midnight and one.

Rob picked up the tab for me AND Liz. And he didn't even say anything about it. He found the waitress and just told her. Cute!

My friend Maggie came in and was like "um did you get laid. I've NEVER seen you looking so relaxed." hahahahahahah

I liked the way being a couple with Rob felt all night. Almost all my friends have boyfriends, and sometimes its nice to be part of a pair. Even if just for a night.

Rob left early the next AM. Sad sad :(

ROB IS COMING

I am so excited. Rob's coming to visit me this weekend. Says he knows I've been a naughty girl and it would be wrong to let me get away with it. I'm sooo excited! 

Email from Rob

So I was pretty sad about Rob not living in New York. He sent me a text when he left Sunday morning. I sent him one back, but didn't hear back. I'm more the mope around and hope he calls than the caller.

 He sent me this email this morning:

I hope you are doing well. I've been thinking about my time in New York quite a bit. I had a lot of fun, and I'm glad we got the chance to hang out for a few days. The truth is that I've never had someone be as straightforward with me as you were . I can just appreciate the memory or whatever, I'm also still really intrigued. Anyway, like I said, just felt like sharing 

I asked him if he wanted to come and visit me. Now I'm just waiting for a response.

Rob Saturday Night

When Rob and I came back from Brunch, both my roommates were conveniently gone. He grabbed my upper arm and said, "I think you know what that means, naughty girl."

He put me over his knee and pulled my skirt up. He pushed my panties down to my knees and stroked my bottom. I begged and pleaded with him, but it wasn't any use. He spanked me and he was good at it. I wouldn't have guessed it was his first time if he hadn't told me. 

I'm not really feeling like sharing the details. I wish he wasn't moving to Denver.

Rob- Saturday Morning

So the next morning Rob and I woke up and started fooling around again. I let him tell me what to do and be forceful, I let him choke me a little, and be rough. It was clear that he was so into it. 

As I've written before, I have trouble bringing up to my partners that I want to be spanked. For some reason it is so embarrassing. I even found it hard with Rob, who basically told me that he wants to spank a girl.

So we fucked the way he wanted in the morning. My roommates were both home, and being that I live in a tiny apartment, the walls are too thin for spanking anyway. We were laying in bed, contemplating what we wanted to do for brunch. I asked him if he remembered the brunch where Sam talked about the nun who wanted him to spank her. He did, and I told him that the second I knew I wanted to hook up with him was when he responded to Sam and said he would definitely spank a girl. I told him I had some serious spanking fantasies and wondered if he might want to spank me some time.

Kid in a candy shop. He's always fantasized about spanking but never done it. I told him he could, but we'd have to wait for my roommates to leave.

YES! someone I actually like, who likes me to is into spanking. I was so excited. 

And then I remembered. He's moving to Denver.

Fucking Denver. I hate my life.

Rob (Friday night Part 2)

I decided to make my move that night. Of course, my making a move isn't very forward. It's more putting myself in a position where he can make a move. I was paying a lot of attention to him, laughing at his jokes, letting him touch my lower back at the bar.  I pulled Katie aside, and asked her if she would mind if I made out with him. I didn't want to, but my friend Tricia told me I had to.

After the party we all decided to go get food. Rob and I conveniently lost everyone else (whoops!) We got into a cab and went back to my place. We were all over each other in the cab and he kissed me. Then his hands were everywhere which made me giggle. The cabbie (poor guy!) dropped us off at my corner, and it was a struggle to even get Rob to come to my apartment because he was definitely trying to fuck me on the street. Not seriously, but he was saying he couldn't wait until we got back and kept pushing me up against the wall.

We finally made it back to my bedroom and started fooling around. It was going great, he had a condom and I opened my legs for him. I probably wouldn't have normally had sex with him so fast, but he was moving and I knew I wouldn't see him again for a long time. So he entered me. and it was great.

But then he lost it. Completely  lost his erection.  ARGH! I know he was super drunk, and so I was really sweet about it  and told him that it was only because he was drunk. He was like, "Its not you. i think you are so hot" and I said, "ummm I know its not me." which made him laugh and I think feel more comfortable about it.

So then he started getting excited again, and hard again, and we started having sex again. and he lost it. AGAIN. 

We were laying in bed talking, and he asked if I wanted anything. I know he was asking me if I wanted him to go down on me. I turned to him and said, "Actually Rob, I kind of like it rough."

His head snapped around and he said, "Really?" I nodded, "Really? You're not just saying that to turn me on?"

"No, I wouldn't say it just to turn you on." And he was suddenly on top of me, pinning me down, shoving his dick in me. It was a fantastic moment. He had his arms pinned over my head and was thrusting into me, we were half way off the bed and  and HE LOST IT AGAIN. 

He basically got kind of pissed off and said, "I can't believe that just happened Rose. That was about to be the hottest sex I have ever had in my whole life."

At this point its like 5 in the morning, so I promised him we could have the same sort of sex when we woke up. He told me he really liked cuddling and I fell asleep with my head on his chest.

Rob (Friday Night Part 1)

Rob is a friend of mine I've always thought was really attractive. He's lived in Boston the whole time I've known him. I met him through my former roommate Katie about two years ago. They were friends in high school, and they actually briefly dated when they were 15. Katie now has a fiancee that she lives with, but her and Rob are still close and he comes to New York to visit her every few months. Katie's fiancee is kind of a jealous guy, even though there's nothing going on between them, so when he comes, he usually stays with me and my two roommates. We also have a much bigger apartment.

When he comes, he usually comes with his best friend Sam. I adore both of them, but Rob caught my eye especially this summer. In June Katie, Rob, Sam, my roommates and I were all at brunch and Sam started telling this story. When he was in college he knew this girl, Sarah, who wanted to be a nun.  Sam was really attracted to Sarah, and he thought that Sarah liked him too. She was devoted to becoming a nun, so she would never let anything happen. About a year ago, she started to have some major doubts, and asked Sam to come an visit her. She wanted to hook up with him, but not have sex. 

They were hooking up when she started begging him to spank her. Sam said that he was totally taken aback and had no idea what to do. He said he didn't want to hurt her, and he thought it was too weird so he got up and left. As he was telling the story, he was like "Isn't that the weirdest thing? Why would anyone want that? I could never hurt someone I was with"

So Rob who's had his face in his breakfast, looks up and shakes his head, "Oh I definitely could. I would totally be into that. If a girl asked me to spank her,  I would fucking love it."

Of course, everyone at the table starts disagreeing. I've been sitting pretty quietly, probably blushing deep red through this whole thing. So I pipe up "You know, I think everyone has something they're in to that they don't always announce. And this is probably why, because we're all sitting around here, talking about how weird this girl is." Which I think shut everyone up pretty quickly.

I was already pretty attracted to Rob, I actually kind of thought that if he moved to New York in the future, we would date. That pretty much did it, and I decided that I wanted him. But he's a good guy, and he had a girlfriend. I actually would want to be serious with him later, so I wouldn't want him to cheat on anyone with me.

Well, he always had a girlfriend until last weekend. Sam and Rob are moving to Denver. They've always wanted to drive cross country and move there together. They're moving after Thanksgiving, but Rob already quit his job and is staying with his family in upstate new york until they leave. The two of them came down for a visit. Usually I would know if they were coming to New York, but I've been out of town on business a lot lately, and have been out of touch with most of my friends. So I got into town Friday morning from Washington DC. I had taken a questionable "travel day"- my favorite move to pull- and showed up at a birthday party. 

I didn't realize I was unexpected, but when I walked in Sam ran at me and lifted me in a huge hug.  "Rose! We had no idea you were going to be here!" I saw Rob at the bar, and he looked so cute. I ran up behind him and gave him a flirtatious hug. He was also very excited that I wasn't still out of town.

I was sitting with Sam having a beer, and he was telling me that he and his girlfriend were staying together even though he was moving. I asked about Rob and his girlfriend, and Sam laughed and said, "Yeah, they broke up. Thank God, I never liked her."

"Really? I liked her."

"Maybe because I'm his best friend I'm more protective, but I never thought she was good enough. Wait, when did you meet her?"

Now over the summer I made a kind of dumb decision to go visit this guy I had been seeing in New York before he moved to Boston. We had only really been on two dates before he moved. He had begged and pleaded for me to come down and see him, and said he missed me. I'm kind of impulsive, so even though I didn't know him that well, I went to see him. He turned out to be a huge asshole, and it ended with me leaving his apartment in the middle of the night. I don't know Boston at all, I have a cousin who lives there but was out of town, so I had a suitcase and I was standing on a street corner. I called Rob crying and he and his girlfriend came to pick me up. I was kind of embarrassed about the whole thing. I don't like talking about it at all.

"When I was in Boston this summer. Didn't Rob tell you he had to pick me up crying from a street corner?"

"No. No he never told me that" Sam looked kind of concerned, "I can't believe he didn't tell me that, especially because I know he's such a huge Rose fan, and if he saw you I can't believe he wouldn't tell me."

Hot and Discreet. Open to Spanking. What more could I ask for?