Monday, November 17, 2008

Thanksgiving

So, Sean wants me to come and see him while I'm home for the holidays. He's told me to clear my schedule for the day after Thanksgiving because he's coming to pick me up. He asked me if I had been good since the last time I saw him. I said I hadn't, I'd been a very naughty girl and had been having all sorts of slutty thoughts about him. I could hear him starting to breath more heavily on the other line when I asked him how he was going to punish me.He told me the first thing he was going to do was push me down on my knees and make me give him head.

I had quietly taken my vibrator out as he'd been talking and had been rubbing it over my panties and I'm so hot for him that I actually came just thinking about his cock in my mouth. I'm getting so excited writing this right now I think I might have to go grab my vibrator again when i'm done. I want to fuck him so badly, just thinking about it distracts me at work! He's so wrong though. I know he doesn't want to actually date me, and even if he did he's so far away.  

I seriously think I would let him do anything he asked no matter how dirty. But here's the thing: He is teaching school in the suburbs and moved back in with his parents for a bit. I'm going to be with my parents. Where the hell are we going to do all these dirty slutty nasty things? The back of his car? I kind of want to be like "so lets get a motel room" but I don't want to sound like some hooker. I feel like it should happen more naturally, like "oh here we are at this bar. haha we're getting a little tipsy and his hand is on my leg and now he's kissing me in the corner"  What to do, What to do?

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Rob came in Thursday night, so I called in sick Friday to spend the day with him. Rob looked at me, all naked in my bed, very disapprovingly as I lied to my boss about how sick I was feeling. I knew I was going to be in trouble for that.

Both my roommates left by 11 am. Rob had me over his knee by 11:01. seriously. The first spanking I got from him that morning started with a lecture about lying to my boss. I made a big show of kicking my legs, but within  a few minutes I was rubbing against him. I parted my legs, and his blows were reverberating to my pussy. I came just from his spanking. He was so excited by that. He talked about it all morning.

My second spanking was the hardest one I've ever gotten. By the end, I was whimpering submissively and rubbing my bottom and actually really seriously meaning it. I almost had stopped him in the middle because it hurt so much. I don't have a ton of experience with spanking. Obviously. This was the first time I've seriously been in any pain. I whimpered through the sex afterwards, which was really gentle and sweet. He focused on me and was such a sweetheart.

My third spanking was just kind of ridiculous, because it was clear we were trying to jam as many in as possible. I swear I got like 5 spankings between 11 am and 7 pm when we left to meet up with my roommate for her birthday.

It was my roommate Liz's birthday. She was turning 27. The party started at 8, but she wanted me to be early so she wouldn't be alone. Thank God we were early because only two people showed up between 8 and midnight. Okay, don't feel too bad for liz yet, because about 30 people showed up between midnight and one.

Rob picked up the tab for me AND Liz. And he didn't even say anything about it. He found the waitress and just told her. Cute!

My friend Maggie came in and was like "um did you get laid. I've NEVER seen you looking so relaxed." hahahahahahah

I liked the way being a couple with Rob felt all night. Almost all my friends have boyfriends, and sometimes its nice to be part of a pair. Even if just for a night.

Rob left early the next AM. Sad sad :(

Sunday, November 2, 2008

ROB IS COMING

I am so excited. Rob's coming to visit me this weekend. Says he knows I've been a naughty girl and it would be wrong to let me get away with it. I'm sooo excited! 

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Email from Rob

So I was pretty sad about Rob not living in New York. He sent me a text when he left Sunday morning. I sent him one back, but didn't hear back. I'm more the mope around and hope he calls than the caller.

 He sent me this email this morning:


I hope you are doing well. I've been thinking about my time in New York quite a bit. I had a lot of fun, and I'm glad we got the chance to hang out for a few days. The truth is that I've never had someone be as straightforward with me as you were . I can just appreciate the memory or whatever, I'm also still really intrigued. Anyway, like I said, just felt like sharing 

I asked him if he wanted to come and visit me. Now I'm just waiting for a response.